Feeling angry today.

H has disappeared. Again.

He doesn't even come get the dog. Is he THAT afraid of my mom???

I didn't respond to his e-mail and today I got online and he put his icon to "away."

Sometimes I feel like just calling and yelling at him. Feel like calling him coward and other not so nice names. I am just so tired. I just noticed I have a new wrinkle on my forehead, from thinking and crying so much, I think.

My father suggested that I should invite him for dinner with my mom. She doesn't want it and I feel like it's breaking my LRT resolve to let him chase me a bit.

What do you guys think?


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