Hey Caverna

look even if you decide you will just give up move on - you still get to do the work on you so that this doesn't happen in the future
so you may as well keep doing the work on you become the totally awesome person that keeps peeking their head out every now and then, and see what happens with your R while you are doing it.

If at the end you are this great awesome female and look around and he is far behind well then you can just keep going but who knows he may be standing right behind you hanging on for grim death.

So either way you win

I am going to just try and be the person I know I was before studies took over my life and personality - the person just under the surface who cares about people before studying and just forgot for awhile.

I am not letting anyone or anything keep me in that 'alien body' I was in for the past 12 months I am breaking out
so come with me for the ride and lets see where we end up.

bj

crying is good for you sometimes, releases lots of endorphins and helps you sleep - just makes you look
c-r-a-p when you wake up so you will need

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