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Why is it SO hard to put that in my little head????




I am the same way. I see things that work and what doesn't but what doesn't work is not what I want to do. I get so frustrated with myself sometimes and think "No wonder H gets mad at me". I hope we both learn soon!

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I need to do another big 180: talking with EVERYBODY about my R. Need to stop blabing so much and just trust the DB people because I DO want to save my M.





This is me too. Everyone thinks H is awful and would I really want him back? How long does H expect me to wait? Could I trust him not to do this again? Etc, etc, etc. I know they mean well but man do they drag me down.

Hang in there!

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