came over to look at sich - and I can see how you were at the limbo place in all this read all of this new thread and will take on board the words of sage and jj
like I said in my reply to you on my thread - I guess I keep going too far ahead with my thoughts
my partner has seasonal depression (every winter here we go again) and like many of the posts from others on your thread he isn't seeing anyone
I guess a big step forward for him was recently saying summer was coming and he was sure to feel better - and that maybe he ought to see someone about it.
his depression results in him withdrawing and doing nothing - just sitting around and not talking - seeing the world as negative and noting only the bad things in it.
am adding your thread to my favourites so I can see how you are doing particularly as you seem to be one step up ladder from where I am