I have written this post 5 or 6 times in the past week and deleted it. I was reading through past posts and things you have told me before and needed some support.
A number of days ago I just stopped caring.
I don't really see the need to post though. Why not just say read Barney and my posts from last January and February and there we are!!!! Why rehash it? Minus any involvement of a 3rd party. It isn't as bad as then...it is just again...and I am tired of trying so hard on this relationship. Why?
Why try to stay married to a man who can only see what is wrong with me? Why? Why keep trying? He isn't.
I am so fed up I cannot even post to bring you guys up to speed. I am tired. I want to quit.
It is always about me and what I need to do and change. I don't disagree, but he refuses to forgive or try. AS if, he has done nothing that warranted my forgiveness!
I don't care. I am so ready to quit.
