Good to hear from you. Yep, you pretty much have (or had) the same feelings I'm experiencing. It is compounded by what is going on today for me.
W is in San Diego at a conference for work. The last time W went away to a conference for work, she came back and said she had been thinking alot and dropped the bomb on me. Now I am at home, and watching D3 alone again for the first time since we got back together. Y'know, eating out of the freezer and stuff that Dad's do with their kids when they are alone without Mom. It has brought back some of the old anxieties. It gets me thinking "oh, she's changing her mind - she's having second thoughts."
She e-mailed from her Blackberry yesterday three words -"I miss you." I was thrilled. This morning I e-mailed her and she hasn't replied, so I get worried.
I guess I'm backsliding. I hope it is the combination of all of the alone time reminding me of the separation that is doing it. Does that make sense?
Glad to hear that you are doing well! R
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