Hi Wendy - It is a long road isn't it? Thank goodness we have agreeable fellow travellers.
By the way, do you guys think I belong in Piecing?
Yes! Your difficulties now are exactly those we have all been through, and in different shades, still struggle with. The good days, the downright why-did-I-even-bother days. Oh yes, you cannot escape us.
I figure better for me to have to live with a snake than OW.
Maybe your H has a sense of humour after all?
H was so animated in his presence. It made me realize that his light is dimmed around me.
It could be guilt, embarassment, regret etc. If he was to describe you to someone he just met, what would he say? How would he describe YOUR feelings for him? Just wondering if you may need to shake things up a little with a couple of 180s, lighten things up a bit?