hello everyone, welcome to my life, my story, funny how everything turns out......... well, i am writing from the airport, just spent 3 wondrful days with my precious daughters..... oh i feel great.. i feel great because comparing to what i felt a year ago, i feel im in heaven. october 17 of this year , marked the 2nd anniversary of the B, and i have actually lived for a year and a half in pure hell..... by hell, i mean the feeling of sadness, clinical depression. im not a psycho guy, or anything, but that is what i guess i pretty much lived. the feeling of doom, every second of every hour. well, good news everyone........ this does really pass. i guess you need time to process, accept, digest, meditate, acknowledge, absorb, suffer, etc. to get to a point, a natural point.......... a time of serenity, or something close to it. us LBSs deserve this moment and more. i salute everyone who takes the high road, who does not childishly react, or is negative, violent, or who takes immediate action with another R, or any case scenario, that does not take time to process the pain and hurt.... i say this because people who take the high road, who aspire to make this dreadful moment, a lesson to learn, who perhaps doubt in their hearts that they are weak, or slow, who by external opinions doubt theri own,............ i congratulate your strength, your analysis, your kindness, elegance, and the love that you show....... believe me, there will come a time that you will become strong again, you will recover your emotional kryptonite, your security, spontaneity, and everything with it..... oh well, i just feel good again, said bye to me Ds, and did not cry or anything. saw XW, and saw her as another human being, no problem..... thank you lord for this beautiful day.
