update, came back from seeing my Ds. spoke to W only about Ds. cold otherwise, but she made real efforts to be nice. weird, and last night we talked, she sort of explained in psychologic terms something, trying to apologize, sort of, i dont know, she is very very subtle, but i see that she wanted to say something nice. i guess its the first baby step, her attitude changed. i did not want o dont want to ask her or talk as friends yet, but i got illusioned last night, i felt good. i dont know how to react, i feel like being friends ritht away, tell her i miss her, love her, but i know i cant. i thing the 4 months silence really made her think ( she said she is learning and reading.....) ill keep on praying and GALing. some advice please.
