Man, that hurts. I am not looking forward to the day that I can't see my boys. If that day comes, I will not be a whole person. I can totally understand how you feel. Really, I just wanted to pop in and offer you comfort. This is a really hard time for you and you deserve to know you're not alone. I will follow and post to your thread whenever I get the chance. Don't give in to the dispair. Your D's still need you and you need to be ready for them when the time comes. Stay strong.
