i see that people read my thread, but no opinions, could it be that i write too general, that i dont write about the details of my situation? oh well. my Ds left an hour ago, i cried all the way back, but feel more serene than before. i know and feel loved by them, i gave them my all, presence, and quality time. lately, ive been reading the surviving divorce forum, and i will eventually soon, move there. i am definitely seeing more of my situation there, the frame of mind of moving on, and the sense that everything will be alright. however, there is always that tiny hope of fixing everything. in this forum, we are still really working on something that the WASs do not give a damn, because they have acted according to their perspectives which the common denominator is their own relationships. to me they are so short sighted, they value i dont know, sexual pleasure, the feeling of love, etc. and throw away the things that really count. i am sure that eventually they all crash. i know because i have cheated before, and it was really a drunken short sighted experience. i know i am a better person for my situation. i am more conscious of who i am, what i want, and am aware of how my actions affect others. i am deeply more humble now. payed a high cost internally to be where i am today. i just wish i didnt have to learn this way, but i guess that is how God or the principle behing the universe, teaches us mere mortals. i pray for every person who as i write have to live with the shock of being betrayed by the closest person one chooses to love. may white light surround them and protect them, and to anyone who is suffering right now, i send you a hug of love and support. bye for now.
