what i wrote was pretty aggresive. well, im now going to a retreat to stay for 10 days meditating, vipassana meditation, cant talk, eat veggies, wake up at 4 am, and sleep at 9 pm. cant read, or write. talked to my W, amazing we are starting to click again, we analyzed the wrongs, but she has the OM, but our communication is better, i guess its because she has done so much damage, that her ego is sort of repaired for all the damage i have caused. oh well, i still find i love her, although i wouldnt go back so easy, i would really have to feel it, feel her commitment. i dont date, dont want or feel like it, but i think i will if i find someone i am attracted to (its not easy finding that special person). im in a good mood. ill leave you guys with a golden rule: TRUTH -the first thought about something before you have time to think about it. SIMPLICITY- living within your means. LOVE- comes when you practice truth and simplicity; love is GOD.
