Last night I posted this, thought more of it and erased it. Lets face it I have more than my share of problems and am not schooled in this yet I have gotten good info from all of you. So wth, here it is again.
CAC, It seems you are inlove with 2 women. Mrs C has had one hell of a time competing with the exilleration of the Lady of the Wind, but, my guess, took happiness in your happiness. Now that that illusive Lady of the Wind is only in your memory and causes you pain, she is pained for you.
You love 2 women. The one in your memory, the one at your side. Take care to not let the pain of your memory, dreams and desires drive away the woman at your side.
{{{hugs}}}
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
