Everyone, would you please listen to yourselves? In subtle ways you're telling Chuck not to feel what he is feeling
There are a lot of voices going on in my head from my schizophrenia driven narcissim, But I dont think I qualify as everyone, But since this post was a reply to my post.... No I didnt tell Chuck not to feel anything. Subtly or directly. I asked him if he had taken certain actions...
If he feels that I did, he seems intelligent and literate enough to let me know. I know what you were trying to do, and thought it was the right direction to go, myself. Still Im sure Chuck is capable of having more then one line of discussion happen concurrently, and I learned more about him (as did you) from his replys. I do know about desire over death, Ive been clinically dead more then a couple times pursuing my desires, and had death kiss me so strongly on the lips other times it made my butt pucker up.
I hope things are going well for you Lil, and you are finding ways to take care of you. (((LIL)))
Chuck. Since my days as a commercial diver, its very difficult for me to turn of that mission/goal oriented attitude myself and do it for the sake of doing it. I still love it, but I need a reason.
