Something about the tone and wording of your post, makes me wonder if you have some empathy for her and hopes she gets away from me too.
Possibly me projecting because of-->When I see how in pain she is, and take ownership of it, I want her too get away also. Its not my reason, but because I do care about her... forgiving her is easy. myself not so.
Everyone here has been so gentle with me IMO, I had expected hoped even for more smacking, pointing out of my flaws and serious failures as a H.
Id like to hear any 'beat down BF' diatribes(insights on my personality flaws) you(anyone, guys? come-on) may have. (gosh this is so needy it makes me shiver, but that is why I am here.)
And I wont even come back with witty quips, or a 'ton of bricks'.
