I am sorry it has come to this for you (again). I had such hope that you all would work through this. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I am dumb to continue trying. Why? All it leads to is more heart ache.
Quote: a man that’s so unhappy inside that nothing outside of himself is going to make a difference
I am so afraid you have hit the nail on the head here and this is how my H will be. He is so unhappy now and I don't know what to do to help him. He has admitted he is unhappy being away from home but is so afraid of coming back to what we had. He can't see that we could have better.
At least you can say you tried. You did everything in your power to make it work. Hold your head up and be proud of that.
You still inspire me with all the strength you have. I wish I had 1/2 as much as you do.