My exMIL just called. She told me all about how great XH looked, how happy he was, how wonderful he acted. Then of course she asks all kinds of questions about D9, barely even asking about D11. I want out. I want out of this R. I want out of his family that is so onesided. I want out of all this maddness and confusion and pain. I don't want to play this game anymore with him. I'm broken deep down inside and I give up. I've had it. He has made it very clear over and over again that it is not life that makes him miserable, it is me. And in turn all he can do his hurt me. It's over.
