Hope - we are all here for similar reasons (WAS, D, EA, PA). We all have the same map (DB) and we all have our own views and opinions. We here care about you. I for one just don't want to see you keep hurting and being used. I simply encourage you to do what you want to do. Say what you want to say. If you want to stay and try to work on things longer- do it. If you want to give up and leave- do it. If you want to call him- call. If you want to go out, have fun and forget all your worries- do it.
1 idea for your week/weekend is have a girls day with friends/daughters/whoever. Get dressed up and go to lunch, go shopping. Sit and watch movies, gab, gossip, play games, play dress up, experiment with new make up, try a new drink. Just have some fun and try to get your mind of the sitch at least for a few hours.
HUGS!
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
