trying_2_stay_positive - You know, part of me wants to text him (later when i know he's up, he's three hours behind me). But a bigger part of me doesn't. That part doesn't want to talk to him at all. I don't want to hear about all the fun he's having and hear him all happy, knowing that it's because he's not here.
NYS brought up some good points. I shouldn't expect anything of anyone. Just because I think I should be treated with love and respect doesn't mean anyone else believes that. Just because I believe people should be respectful and honest, doesn't mean others think that way. But come on, how realistic is that???
