Asking God for signs is a difficult thing to do. There are signs around us every single day. But it is how we interpret the signs is what matters. If you remember I too asked God for signs and I seen the church sign saying things about Love. I thought they meant that (now) XH would reconsider and change his mind, etc. Turns out those signs may have been pointing to my BF. There is a saying that my professors used to say- that for every study that proves something, there is a study that disproves it. Well- for us for all the negative signs we see, there are positives we aren't paying attention to.
Hang in there. Have fun!
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.