Look at your previous post. Pretty much all of it is negative. Try looking at some positive points. I know it is hard to do this but it will keep you going until he gets back. If you stay in a negative mood then you won't even try to have fun.
Quote: He called but didn't leave a VM. * He didn't call back again.
Atleast he did call. You were the one who chose not to answer. Maybe he figured you wouldn't answer if he called again.
Take this time to focus on yourself. Try to have a good time. Enjoy your cats. Cuddle with them. Just try not to be too negative.