He never called back. Not even to say good night to the kids.
Had a good time chatting with friends last night.
Slept almost the whole night through without waking up worried.
I asked God for signs. Here's what I've gotten: * He called but didn't leave a VM. * He didn't call back again. * I had no problem falling asleep last night with him being gone. Normally that would take a xanax to do. * I actually slept better than if he had been in bed with me. * I woke up feeling very numb.