Hope- I am sorry you are feeling so down. I wish there was something I or someone could say to cheer you up. Unfortunately, you need to cheer yourself up. Go (window) shopping, make something yummy and sinful to eat, watch favorite movies, go for a drive- anything. I know it's hard. But if you keep trying, you will eventually forget that you are so sad.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
