Mmm... younger man. B for boyfriend is still as delightful as ever. He is considerate, passionate, loyal and there is no doubt that I am absolutely going to break his heart.
I shouldn't have let it go on this long, but it's just been so easy and I justify to myself that I would have broken his heart just as much breaking up with him last year as I will breaking it this year.
I've always been very honest with him about my intentions, and I've made no unrealistic promises, but I can always tell he is positive that if he just keeps being his charming self I might change my mind and leap to the alter with him.
He's got a lot of growing to do. There just isn't that chemistry between him and I that you get between long term partners.
I don't feel real good about it, but there it is.
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Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.
