Way to go sprinter! I'm jealous of your sweet little house and hope you get it.
Sometimes I even feel angry with him – an emotion that I haven’t really had throughout this year. I’m beginning to see him without the blinding halo of “love” as a flesh and blood man who is making some really dodgy choices that I don’t condone. He’s been selfish and he continues to be selfish – not just with me, but with the boys and our friends. It’s all about him. I guess I have to work on letting those feelings go too.
You have expressed what I'm going through right now so succinctly. I am to trying to work through this as I still love H and still have hope but need to get to a place of clarity about our R if it is ever going to work. And I still need to get there if I'm to have hope about any future R. You are already on your way.
