I’m still waiting for the real estate agent to get back to me – she’s playing the normal real estate agent games, which is fine by me, but my friends and family are freaking out. They are like “Call her,” “find out what’s going on.” “she’s d!cking you around, tell her you are looking at something else” and I’m like – what? It’s only been 3 days!!!
That is so cool.
So here I am. Looking forward to moving to my new house, looking forward to spending time with B and looking forward to a time where the thought of H doesn’t even phase me. I want to be indifferent to him – like a stranger on the street. I know that’s ambitious at the moment, but it sure would make life easier.
Also very cool. But I bet you don't have to get to the point of indifference to feel at peace with H. If you get to the point where you see him as an old roommate you're still friends with, I'm guessing that'll be enough.
Then I was prepared to hope for the best in any relationship and I never ruled out any eventuality. This time, I’m almost expecting failure. I’m cynical and I have zero expectations for the relationship.
Expecting failure -- bad. Cynical -- bad. Zero expectations -- quite good! Let things happen. You don't know how it'll turn out. It has to unfold in its own course before you'll know. And if it ends it doesn't have to be a failure.
The house sounds great! I hope you get it!
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