Hi Virginia, I have to echo BB's sentiments. You have always been honest with B about the situation and he's a big boy.
All of your emotions are going to come to the surface when something like this happens.
I imagine in a way it is like closing a door with WAH but you know if it is meant to be with him, it will be no matter what. In the meantime you have to live your life for you.
I know you will make the decision that is right for you. In the meantime, just relax and go with the flow.
