Ok, so here I stand and yet another cross roads of feelings on this journey.
On Wed PM WAW & I had to go to a meeting at school for D13 to prepare to pick out HS classes next year. The teacher speaking says that she has been teaching for 38 years. WAW says under her breath Well it's time to move on then. She could have been the world's best teacher, who knows?
On Thu D15 had minor out-patient surgery. WAW and I sat in the waiting room for 40 minutes. She did sudoku puzzles, I read. She made one comment, about someone asking if D15 could come to a meeting on Thu PM, then stating "He's an idiot!" There was no way that D15 could go, but it was just the idiot tag line that rang in my ears. When WAW dropped of DD's at night I gave her a copy of a paper outlining a 2nd meeting for D13's school and she said, "Another meeting, we were just at one last night!"
I may have written that at the NY eve party that I was at someone told me that WAW was a pessimist and that I was an optimist. This is true. I'm trying to remember if it was always like this or if this is something recent. Can or will this change? Can I have an influence on this some how?
I just don't know if I'm willing to have her negativity e a part of my life other that dealing w/DD's.
