The good thing about being 15 months into this mess and 9 months into DBing, is that the extreme downhill rollercoaster rides are shorter and not as extreme. I was unglued on Sun b/c of Sat PM.
I talked to my parents last night. They said that they had never seen me so angry. They said that WAW is the flint that sets me off. That made me think and I took one more step in the letting go / dropping the rope direction. I'm tired of my emotions revovling around WAW. It's just not a good way to live.
On Mon I sent an email to WAW stating that it was inappropriate to bring OM to DD's performance. Today she replied "I'll go where I want, when I want, with whom I want." At one time, I would have blown up over this, but when I talked to DBC, she said that MLC'rs think like adolecents and thus, I was able to see this as WAW being am MLC WAW and should I have expected anything different? Nah.
So I'm back on the "Me" path. My life is about me being me, not me reacting to WAW. It's about me looking in the mirror each morning and seeing a guy who I'm proud to be. A dad who is a rock for DD's. A dad who loves his DD's and they not only love him, but love to be around him! A son with whom his parents are proud. A friend whose friends are glad to have him as a friend. And in the end, I can say I did it my way and others will be amazed at me.
I can't control WAW. I certainly don't want to own her problems. I am me and me I will be. (That sounded too much like Dr. Seusse )
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