Thanks BB & V. I had a hot chocolate with a shot of creme de cocao in it and veged in front of the tube watching SNL 'till I fell asleep.

The evenets of last night have had me distracted all day. I can't concentrate. I messed up my part in the choir this morning in church. I felt like the ying and the yang of faith, hope & love vs. hate & revenge were swirling around in my gut all day. For the umpteen time I have to say I hate this and this sucks.

On the Break Free From the Affair website, he says that "gold is refined in high temperatures". I wonder when I'm gonna feel golden?