I am so sorry. I don't know if I could go through this again if I were you. Frankly, it's something I'm contemplating now because life is to precious to waste. I want to be in a mutually loving relationship. I don't know if I want to waste this time now, especially if he may very well turn around and do this again. You deserve more. Do you still want to save this? Or can you picture yourself having a first kiss with someone? Someone who will be honest and loving with you.
