keyzblew,

sounds too familiar...changed up a bit maybe?

in any case...yes it does seem like "again"...as then, I don't know anything for certain and the likelihood of the same event that let it be known occuring again are slim to none (that is someone from "my side" seeing him with her).


Maybe it would be good for you to get out? Shake up your life. I need to remember that myself. I get stuck in my ruts all too often.

I've been getting out a lot lately. some of it's functions some of it's just fun.

Sucks, doesn't it?

You can say that again!

You know what's going on.

Trouble is I really don't know...right now I have suspicions and circumstantial evidence.

So... do you want to go through this again?

NOPE! no one is worth it.

What else can you do?

wait it out and keep my eyes open I suppose. Other than that I'm not sure.


Anything different this time?

that I'd do? not sweat it! if what I think is going on is going on..there'll be no fighting...no crying...there'll just be bags packing and me singing na na na na hey hey hey good bye. I wouldn't even consider for a second "working on it". Last time I was under 30 had two kids under 4 (more accurately one under 1 and one that just turned 3) I'm a bit older a wiser and see that I can make it without him or any man for that matter...I have been all along anyway...he's just here...he's never really been a present participating partner.

I'm just confused is all...keep trying to figure out if what I think I see is real or if I've just gone batty and become paranoid all of a sudden...I'm sure that's what he'd like to have me think if he's up to no good.

UGH!

LL