We all care very much about your sit.! Those of us that know about your sit. are very concerned about you, we all want things to settled down and for you to have peace and happiness in your life.
Now that you have truly vented to Andy about how you feel, hopefully you will feel some relief. It was ok to lay it out on the table so he knows how you feel, its perfectly ok to cry and grieve during sad and stressful times.
Jo I am praying that one day soon the hurt will go away. Jo please try to block the hurt of yesterday and the past out of your mind. Try your hardest to focus on today and the good things and your future dreams. You are a very talented and awesome person, You may not feel it right now but you are!
Again I suggest reading "The Purpose Driven Life", (I only keep suggesting because I consider you a friend and want to help) it has made drastic changes in my life which are very positive.
I promise you if I can stay focused the way I am now I will have busted my D by the end of the year.
