Yes I know he has feelings for me, that much is obvious, but after all his on/off I am just not sure what those feelings are. I don't get him.
He can be so contradictory, even in the same day (such as today, I'll write about that in a minute).
And also since this is all we're *likely* to be, I don't want to invest in a friendship I know I won't keep. I know it assuming, but I have been at this a long time.
