I have been very busy lately, not alot of time to post, but I have been thinking about you and your family. I wish there was some magic advise that someone could give you that would make things better.
The book I am reading (The Purpose Driven Life) has helped me greatly. Without my faith in God, without reading the book, without my DB friends and me being willing to change, I would not be where I am at today.
Jo, I am by no means out of the woods, but from what seemed like an impossible sit. to almost having a post D busted I am in heaven on earth. One day Wes beat me up a bit, but I listened to one thing he said. Yesterday, last year and the past is gone, I had to quit rehashing all the bad things that happened. Its very hard to stop thinking and hurting about the past, however when I did my PMA started soar.
I know this is all very hard to deal with, but I hope that you go to the funeral with your family. I was not able to make it to my uncles funeral a few yrs back and I feel alot of guilt as we were very close. I don't want you to end up with this kind of guilt, its a sick feeling thats hard to get rid of.
I pray that God gives you the guidance and strength to gain more peace and comfort in your life.
