And another thing, when did I ever say I was his friend? No way will I ever be his friend. I have always said to everyone on here that we are either together or not, I don't do half-measures and I'm not his friend.
We ocassionally meet up for the kids but we don't have a friendship; I tried to be there for his father's death because I love him (Andy), because he was my lover and in my life for so many years. I have never pretended to him that I have ever wanted a friendship.
