Hi Sam

I'm not worried about that as the pain was in my tubes (dragging pain to the side) and that stopped and now this is different, it's in the middle of my womb and kind of 'all over' and not localized which is not an ectopic symptom.

At the last scan, they said there was fluid in my tubes, but I think that problem rectified itself as the dragging sensation stopped.

I am supposed to be taking these tablets to 'flush' myself out as they reckoned my HCG level was too low, but I haven't taken them as I've already lost 3 babies - if this one is dead I want it to be because of God's will and not down to me. I have enough prior guilt on my hands to last 10 lifetimes, so I am playing this carefully.

In my first two miscarriages, this is what happened to the letter, then I had a massive bleed, was taken to hospital and the scan showed 'fetal tissue', and the HCG had gone down to zero, so considering I am following this same pattern, this is what I expect will happen

Then I also had threatened miscarriage in 2 other pregnancies, including with DD1, and nearly lost her, but luckily, despite low HCG and bleeding for nearly a week, she survived and they managed to detect fetal heart beat.

With DD2 they suspected ectoptic because of similar pain in my tubes, but she turned out to be placed correctly. As my HCG was at a normal level with her, she survived and was born at 8lbs, 5ozs which is huge, considering she has such a tiny mother!

So I'm not overly worried, but quite sad this is another one that probably won't happen

Jo.