My health: in pain again even though I wasn't before. I'm losing hope for this pregnancy. The next week will be the deciding factor for me in what I do.

Work/Money: Been fined £100 so I am overdrawn and broke, not quite sure how to cover all the bills now, am going to try and sell some more books to cover the fine. Still trying to sell the photocopier.

My book (about me and Andy and the kids) is now on Barnes and Noble.com and WH Smith.com - I checked. Boy, was I excited! It hasn't made it to Amazon yet but will be on there very soon.
Those of you who pre-ordered one will be getting it soon if you haven't already.
I've had sales already which is great.

Still proof-reading for the vaccination one.

Home: Took DD4 to a Steiner toddler group this morning and then to a cake and biscuit sale that the kindergarten put on; it's the same place my other DD's used to go before Andy took them, so I felt really sad walking through the garden they used to play in, it felt as if someone had died.

Met up with loads of parents I used to know when I still had my kids - the last time I saw them was when DD4 was newborn so they were all coming up to me, saying, 'wow, I've not seen you for ages!'
I felt a bit uncomfortable with it, as it was my old life, from before.

Then my friend came round and her S 4 years came to play with DD4 at our house.

I feel okay except I think there's been too many trips down memory lane for my liking.

Jo.