I know I shouldn't have argued back and maybe some of my remarks were a bit tactless, but I am so tired of having to stay so passive all the time just to keep the peace with him, plus it was my first time ever at his house in 2 years and he'd already told me beforehand not to discuss pregnancy etc with the kids and then my DD brings it up and I'm just so scared all the time of doing the wrong thing I can't be natural anymore.
I know he was probably wound up over his dad, but I honerstly feel like whatever I do for him or them is not good enough (even the people on here think I am not a good enough mother, I can tell) and it just makes me want to run away and hide somewhere.
I can't have another blood test as I'm not going to the clinic - but I have one more pregnancy test left so I'm going to wait until my next period is due (25 October) and see if I miss a second one, then re-test.
My pain stopped, I haven't started bleeding and I've had a few bouts of sickness so I thought maybe it might be working (until the pain stopped because it's died?) I don't know.
Anyhow, I think I'm safe for a bit longer as I don't have any weird symptoms.
