Frustrated and tired.......again!

[nightrunner]

I do bring it up. Last night was the third night, where we were to get together, but did not. She did tell me last night that I had better get it while I could because she was getting tired. But for me, and I told her this, that just does not do it. Is it too much to ask for a little intrest on her part. To actually seem like she is interested in the appt. and not just like it is a chore. I told her that if she was not going to show any intrest, that I would rather not do it at all. I know that I am the man in the relationship, but it would be nice once in a while to be pursued, and for her to initiate, and to try and make it interesting or different or something. Is that too much to ask?