It is done, the balls have come out of the air in a most spectacular fashion. It is very likely that I will never again have to worry about what my w thinks of me.

She is changing her name today, filing papers within the week and I have found myself to be a complete ruin. So now it is back to the drawing board, time to clean house and start fresh.

My real concern is for my kids. The last time they were young enough that what was happening was a very nebulous thing for them, but now they know exactly what is happening and I have destroyed something precious -- their innocence.

In their voices I don't hear the same love as before -- in their minds I have destroyed their family, their security -- all for nothing of any value.

Utterly Stupid


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