What time has brought .... quite the surprise

[WCW]

I find this question running thru my mind so often - after becoming a new person in the name of saving the marriage, is it who I really am? I am sure my H is asking the same questions. Will I like myself in the future?

Utterly, your multiple affairs are pumping your ego, but that infatuation will fade also. You are then left with wondering how to keep all the balls in the air, and they will start dropping and hitting the ground. What will be next? Is your perfectness fading and your wife is watching? Are you sure she thinks you are as perfect as you do?

Does your wife know what you need, as well as how you need it? She could be struggling with these very same questions.