WCW = Weather Channel Woman. Current weather is chilly but warming up ever so slightly, with a ray of sun occassionally poking thru the overcast skies.
H was very late getting home last night, I got to wondering if he was coming home at all and thought I ought to go check the drawers and see if he moved out. But, he did come home, I was still out by the arena just sitting listening to horse noises and relaxing. H came to find me, that's a positive. I gave a friendly hi, and we started off on a good note. I probably blew it when we got in the house and I asked if he was hungry and wanted pizza or popcorn. He wrinkled his nose and said he could eat something but wasn't very hungry. A while later I made a grilled cheese for me, and said if he wanted one I'd make one for him. He mumbled something, and then later went and made his own. We had some conversation about groups we are involved in, he laid down on the couch, and I went to bed. A while later H uses the bathroom and stays in the hallway and talks a little bit.
This morning H is up a little early, ends up in the hallway talking about the weather. Came in to look out the bedroom window, back and forth about 3 times, stood around a little bit, I moved over and pulled back the covers on the bed, H asked if that was an invitation for him to lay down, I said yes. So he did, we didn't touch except for a slight bump of elbows. We did chit chat a little more before I got up for a shower, which H did not join me for. He had called a couple times today about things happening tonight. That's nice, I appreciate his calls and the information that he is passing along so I'm not surprised when it happens. I think I told him thanks, I hope I did.
Can it be that he is feeling me out since our conversation last week? He is waiting for me to warm up? I doubt it, but it is something to consider. But again, I think back to the last time I was stubborn and waited for him to come to me, and what I ended up finding was his affair. I don't want that spark reignited.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
