WCW didn't mean to make you feel worse with the compliments. I just want you to know that you are a good person that deserves wonderful things even though right now it feels like you are constantly mucking stalls with no end in sight.
We also all have our moments of feeling pathetic and the extreme range of emotions from tears to heart racing. You will get back to the peak, remember this is just one of the downhills on the rollercoaster.