Isn't this the game of life? Can't I bend the rules or make them up to suit me? I know, you're so right. I'm just bugged, gotta get the fly swatter.

And thank you for putting a positive spin on all those comments for me. He has slept in our bed a few times instead of 'all the nights he hasn't slept in our bed.' He cried too instead of 'he hurt me and made me cry'. Some of the stuff has slowly moved from the trailer instead of 'all the stuff he keeps in the trailer.' You are so right, I have to look at the positive side of things.

I posted this earlier on Hopeful_Future page
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My H said nothing, until I finally got a few bits and pieces on the trip to the airport. Yes, I feel the same thing as you, is the real reason he went back to his old stomping grounds with a trip he wouldn't include me in is to look for reconnection and get a feel for moving back there? scope out the possibilities? I was trying to suppress those thoughts, didn't want to acknowledge them, but you've brought them all to the surface.

It's tough being left behind, no contact, left out. I know, I know, just leave him alone. He'll come back in a better mood if I do.

Holy Gajeebers Batman! Got a credit card bill in the mail today. Whew! I hope H is out hunting for the goose that laid the golden egg. Sure am going to need it, or I should say HE is! And I was feeling good because I just made the last payment today on the hospital bill from last year for his injury. (ps-hospital bills are negotiable and they do take payments.) I can't keep up with the mans spending!

My phone number? Try 900-555-1212, it's a new fund raiser number I just installed. I don't know though, if the voice of bigAl is so godlike as JennBird says, I don't want to settle for a text message. I want to hear it. So ZenMan, who do you sound like? Noah? Moses? Kermit?


Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.