sgctxok, I may have fibbed about that last initiated hug from H. In May of this year, H was making me feel pretty low, I finally said I was just going to call my sister and ask if I could stay with her for awhile. He took me in arms, and said if someone needed to leave then he would. I told him no, he wasn't driving out and leaving me with all the work and responsibility, if he left we both left. Sorry if I'm still thinking too much. It's a bad habit when it comes to this stuff.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
