WCW I am so sorry for your turn of events. I wish I had some wonderful words of wisdom. Remember though we all have our moments and makes mistakes we are only human and don't think of this as being bucked off just a little crow hopping. Remember what you said to me. "Why does he get to be in control?" I feel your frustration but I am sure it is much worse for you considering the length of time this has been going on. Maybe the two of you just need a break to regroup and gain some perspective without the pressure of the daily stuff.
Keep your chin up, hang in there and remember heels down,
