My day hasn't gone all bad, right from when H crawled in bed with me for a few minutes. I had to go out and run some errands for work, and H called work while I was out. They told him I was out but didn't know where I went, not sure why - I told them where I was going. H called my cell, and told me about an award he was winning and got a call about what he would like engraved on it. It was nice he would share his happiness with me. Later, I was working on some volunteer stuff we are both involved in, and called him with some new found information with a deadline. He actually answered my call! That doesn't happen too much. But today, being OW's birthday, I was glad to hear his voice and that he had time to take my call.

I really do think OW has declined in status to FF, but I am having a hard time accepting that for sure. More time is needed to grasp that fact. But I feel a shift in H's loyalties more to me and our home, he's coming home earlier, I see genuine smiles on his face and in his eyes. I'm working on figuring out the next phases in our lives, and how to jump up another notch.


Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.