Uh uh...no plan. Not one single solitary list that involves anything that I should do or even that I want to do.

I'm just going with the flow for now. Do things I enjoy and try to work on some of things I'm interested in when I'm interested in them, but right now I'm not making an effort to say..."part of my GAL is to go to the gym 3x per week, write 1 hour per week in my book, and take a culinary class because I really shouldn't eat out so much". I would like to go to the gym again at some point, but I'm not going to think about it. I'm not going to say.."I should have written more last week" or kick myself because I suck at cooking for myself. I guess I'm in I'm not DBing anymore mode. At least for awhile. Discipline may be in my future, but I'm as a rule a little spontaneous rather than a big list guy. I'm not going to analyze this R anymore. If it is a cycle then so be it, but it won't be because I made some decision based on "shaking things up" to see what happens or trying a 180. If my XW gets sick of me and doesn't want friendship anymore it wasn't because I was this fake international man of mystery with big plans for his future. If I get frustrated then so be it. That's me too.

The only thing I'm interested in at the moment is volleyball tonight, whether the other team will have cute girls, and whether I should just look at the strippers in Vegas or actually get a lap dance.

Wow, I degenerated.

Thanks

In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
Abraham Lincoln

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
Theodore Roosevelt