I went to this Indian restaurant with Andy and the kids and we were half way through the meal when we realised the kids were missing so I was running around like a maniac, shouting for my babies!
Then I saw them standing in a corner so I offered them this HUGE cup of my breast milk (LOL) which DD1 took and drank, but the others wouldn't.
Then I was on this farm and I was breeding these hedgehogs and there were these 2 hedgehogs getting down to business (LOL).
Then I saw Andy and he said 'I can't stop thinking about you.'
My interpretation: Restaurants are very good luck if you eat with others, so that's great. Losing the kids is me grieving over the custody situation and being afraid of losing them again.
Full cup is good luck, love, happiness, and breast milk is even luckier. Fulfilment, joy etc. It is also me trying to mother my children and be connected to them.
Breeding hedgehogs - both the hedgehogs represent me and Andy. I am afraid of being prickled (hurt) by him.
Andy saying he thinks about me all the time - that will happen, he'll say it in another few weeks or less. He always does say the things he says in my dreams.
